Medal Count - Olympic Medal Standings - Official Results | London 2012

Medal Count - Olympic Medal Standings - Official Results | London 2012

She is so fabulous.. isn't she?

Best Quotes: Sometimes goodbye really are forever

Best Quotes: Sometimes goodbye really are forever: After a while you learn the difference between  holding a hand & falling in love.  You begin to learn that kisses don't always mean somethi...

Best Quotes: People you can't live without, can live without yo...

Best Quotes: People you can't live without, can live without yo...: Sometimes... when people decide to leave you for good, you have to let them.  No matter how much you don't want them to, there are some thi...

A Recall...

To see you when I wake up
Is a gift I didn't think could be real.
To know that you feel the same as I do
Is a three-fold, Utopian dream.
You do something to me that I can't explain.
So would I be out of line if I said "I miss you"?
I see your picture.
I smell your skin on
The empty pillow next to mine.
You have only been gone ten days,
But already I'm wasting away.
I know I'll see you again
Whether far or soon.
But I need you to know that I care,
And I miss you.

-- its not really a quote, it's a song.. and i wont forget this song..ever.. this was the first song that was dedicated to me.. I mean was sang and was dedicated.. its a very short song but it has a very deep meaning.. I will forever be inspired by this song.. thanks iceman... :)

Dawson's Creek Quotes

I don't believe in perfect love, but I do believe that there are people whos lives are interwined. Who have a bond that lasts forever. That can never be broken, and she needs you now man. You're the only one that knows her whole history. You're the only one who knows what she's going through." -Jack


You're probably right...I'm sure I don't have any idea what you're going through. How hard it is to let someone go. How painful it must be to know that as right as you two are for each other...doesn't mean you're right for each other now. I wouldn't know a thing about that. About how it makes you want to scream, or hit someone...or cry." -Dawson's Creek 


"How can you simply be friends with someone when everytime you look at them all you think about is how much more you really want them?" -Dawson 


"Letting go isn't a one time thing, it's something you do everyday, over and over again." -Dawson's Creek 


"I'd like to tell todays youth that no matter where life takes you...big cities, small towns, you'll eventually come across small minds, people who think they are better than you are. People who think that material things or being pretty or popular automatically makes you a worthwhile human being. I'd like to tell todays youth that none of these things matter, unless you have a strength of character, integrity, sense of pride, and if you're lucky to have any of these things don't ever sell out. So when you meet a person for the first time, please don't judge them by their station in life. Cause who knows...that person might end up being your best friend." -Joey 


"No matter where you are, no matter where your life may take you, and no matter who you're with, you'll always have a piece of my heart." -Dawson's Creek


"I just want you to know that if you ever need me I'll always be here for you and all you ever have to do is ask." 

Missing Someone.. :(

I wanna keep them.. to keep the feeling..

** I don't want to have the world's attention... Yours is more than enough!


** I love the way you make me feel.


** I love the way you put a smile on my face.


** I love the way you make my dreams feel real.


** I love the way you can make my heart start to race.


** Blame it on the full moon baby.


** I love the way I can be myself around you.


** I love that with you... I can always be true.


** I love you with every single beat of my heart.


** I love you with every breath that I take.

One of the Ugly Truth..

I realized that men are still insensitive, egoistic and selfish.. I thought that these characteristics are gone by now but I thought wrong.. They still exist.. I never wanted to be treated as a damsel in distress but there are times that we women need to be protected and respected. We are now competitive, I get that, but we're still women, we're still vulnerable.. I still believe that men we're born to protect women.. not always but in some ways.. right?

Giving Up

I've read this quote from Grey's Anatomy: 

Because in every relationship there comes a point when the damage is too much and no matter how good it once was, the memories can't sustain you. You have to save yourself knowing all the while it will hurt like hell. Because you can't keep giving someone everything if you get nothing in return...

When do you say it's over? When do you give up,  raise the white flag and surrender? When the damage is too much, dreams are shattered and everything else is broken?  It really hurts to give up and it is really never easy. And you even come to the point that giving up is the last thing that you can do.. Losing everything that means everything to you.. It's like losing someone you never had.. It's heart-breaking but it's true. I'm not saying that once we are hurt, we will just give up easily. I believe that we should not end the relationship right away. We have to make sure that we have done whatever is possible to make it work. But if you have given everything but you got nothing in return as what the quote says, then that is the time for you to let go. No excuses. Just let go. No "holding on" anymore, not even to a single happy memory. That's the only way that you can help yourself from the mess that you're in. That's the only way that you can move on and find love again ...

I spend 23 hours a day wondering whether we’re wrong for each other, wondering whether we’ve got the energy that we need to get through everything that we seem to get into, whether the baggage we both bring would sink a small ship. But in the 24th hour, I realize I’ve been thinking about you for 23 hours and I come back to, there’s something about you I can’t stay away from. Something that makes me want to love you..  ♥♥♥

Weight Stereotyping

I read this interesting article from Glamour about Weight Stereotyping... and I thought that it is really true. People are judging you based on your body. Like me for example, I gained weight for the last 4 months now and most people call me lazy, sloppy and slow. Most people remind me of my weight for like a lot of times every single day..
I myself is a victim of this but I'll admit that I also am guilty. I also judge other people especially women. But since I am now a victim, I realized that this should not be done. As much as possible I avoid giving my impressions towards other people based on their physical appearance.
I've experienced being judged lately, just because I gained weight, I was even accused as pregnant because of the bulging tummy. Well, I just laugh about it. Cause I know they're all a bunch of lies. What's so wrong about gaining weight? As long I still love my body, I really don't care about what other people say, but it becomes so irritating if they keep on repeating that everytime they see you..It sounds so unfair, right?

It's now a trend, women are now judged by their size. When I gained weight, my so called friends are laughing behind my back about how much of an eater I am, as if I didnt know that they're doing that. It has been a sentiment of mine of a long time but lately I realized that what they're doing is wrong and I have to prove to them that they are wrong and I shouldn't be affected by their comments about my personality if none of them were true.
It was a struggle for me at first, I went on a diet immediately and went on exercise. My weight went down a bit and that gave me the determination to continue with my diet. It's not that the results were automatic, it also had it's own time, and people keep on saying that my diet didn't do anything, that I'm still fat and I'm still sloppy. I really don't care now. I won’t let my weight define me. I'm trying my best to continue my diet.
I wanted to challenge all the people that judge my personality based from my body, and that includes friends, and co-workers. I have this punchline that I got from the article: “I wonder why you’d make that assumption about me. You don’t even know me.”

To end this blog, I'll share the most amazing quote that I've read today:

“No woman of any size matches on the inside what she appears to be on the outside,”.

Here's the link to the Glamour article about Weight Stereotyping to know more about it:
http://www.glamour.com/health-fitness/2012/05/weight-stereotyping-the-secret-way-people-are-judging-you-based-on-your-body-glamour-june-2012?mbid=social_plus

I can see myself..

My problem is I can’t stay mad. I always end up forgiving people, even when they don’t deserve it.

A kiss is a lovely trick, designed by nature, to stop words when speech becomes superfluous.

Just because we’re not close anymore, doesn’t mean I don’t care about you.

The secret of happiness is to do what you like.. The secret of success is to like what you do.

In life, you’re going to be left out, talked about, lied to, and used, but you have to decide who’s worth your tears and who’s not.

You cannot make yourself feel something you do not feel. But you can make yourself do right in spite of your feelings.

3 choices in life: give up, give in, or give it your all. 

Life is like a 1,000 page book. You want to quit halfway through. But then you realize you have a lot left to look forward to.

Sometimes there is no next time, no time outs, no second chances. Sometimes it’s now or never.

Love is like a glass door, sometimes u don’t see it and it smacks u right in ur face..

Missing someone doesn’t really hurt us. It only hurts more when we miss someone who’ll never say “I miss you too."

You can’t save what’s already lost.

Trust is like an eraser, it get smaller and smaller after every mistake.. 

Every time you take my hand I feel your whole life vibrating with mine.

I do it because i can, I can because I want to, I want to because you said I couldn’t..

There are things I want to tell him but they will hurt him, so I’ll keep them to myself and let them hurt me instead.

He ignores you, but you like him. He does nothing, but you fall for him. You miss him… even though you know he’s never thought about you.

*****

I hate myself sometimes..

Sometimes, I want to bang myself on the wall because of my foolishness… I want to laugh at myself for being so childish.. But I can’t help it.. There’s just one person that makes me feel that way.. it’s like I always long for his attention..Corny right? But it’s freakingly true..And what’s worst is, I know it’s not right but I can’t seem to stop myself.. I was once the center of his attention, the apple of his eye„Maybe I got used to it.. Maybe, there are things that just wouldn’t last.. I am just trying to express it today cause it’s tearing me up inside.. I guess, this is the price that I have to pay..I know from the start that I will end up losing but I still did it. I said to myself, this makes me happy so why not go for it? This happiness I know is temporary but it's the happiest happiness that I ever had. Is it wrong to be happy? Is it wrong to seek our happiness? Or is it wrong to take away the happiness of those who already found it?

Borrowed Time

 I heard the song earlier when I was on my way home from work.. I’ve heard this one before but I was under the LSS because it keeps on playing again and again inside my head till now..Maybe because I love Cueshe’ but then again, there is something else.. I searched for the lyrics of the song and as I sang along with the line, I realized that I can relate to the lines that’s why it struck me so much… 

Oh, it’s good to be true,
If our hopes and dreams come true
Wish that I had more
Of this borrowed time
If only it would last a lifetime

Now that you’ve gone away
You seems so close but you’re
Miles and miles away

— Loving someone who can never be yours and spending the borrowed time with him always ends with a wishful thinking that it will never end and that the time will never be yours.. 

Listening to Katy Perry's song..

"Cause when I'm with him I am thinking of you.. "

I really love her songs.. my playlists, whether on my phone or my iPad has her songs on it..What I love the most is "Thinking of You.."
Quoting Katy Perry's message about the song: 
"People do get emotional when they hear that song, because I think a lot of people go through that stuff so it hits them where they remember it happening to them."
What she said was true. Thinking of you is about a love that is beyond compare.. but even how great that love is, it does not stay forever.. It goes away and sometimes it won't come back no matter how hard you try or no matter how long you wait..Whether it was your choice to let it go or not, it all ends the same.. it freaking hurts.. All you have to do is to cry it all out, release the pain and then let it go.. move on.. it is hard at first but that's the only choice you got..
In the end, once we get over it, we will eventually learn the lesson and will be ready to close that chapter in our lives..

One Tree Hill Quotes

One of my obsessions.. Here they are..

Did you ever wonder what it would be like if you weren't you anymore?
If you were suddenly gone, how would your world react?

Forgiveness is never easy. Bitterness is easy, Hatred is easy. But forgiveness, that is a tough one. Sometimes people say things they don't mean or do things they can't take back. Sometimes we do things we can't take back.

It's okay to feel angry. It's okay to feel the pain. It's even okay to hate the person that did wrong to you, but when that anger and that pain and that hate becomes too much for you, you need to see your friends..

Love finds you. You don't find love. Its got a little bit to do with destiny, fate, whats written in the starts, and a lot to do with the simple fact that most women are smartter than men. And will. But if you want to believe that you had a choice in the matter, I'd say you made a good one.

"And losing your way on a journey is unfortunate. But, losing your reason for the journey... is a fate more cruel."
And once you lose yourself, you have two choices: find the person you used to be... or lose that person completely."

Because, sometimes, you have to step outside of the person you've been. And remember the person you were meant to be. The person you wanted to be. The person you are.

Someone once said; 'It’s the good girls who keep diaries. The bad girls never have the time. Me… I just wanna live a life I’m gonna remember. Even if I don’t write it down..

On Friendships..

I have a lot of friends.. A lot.. I can't even count them. They say I am a good friend. Reliable, honest, trustworthy and loyal... I know they're correct. I am very blunt, I admit, but it varies.. I know how to be sensitive if the situation calls for it.. And I am very loyal, if the person or the friend deserves it.

Do you question a friend's loyalty? How? Why? When?

I never really thought about it. I never ever question loyalty. My friends are there for me whenever I need them, the same as I am there if they need me.. I know they can't be with me forever.  I can't be with them always.