Sometimes, I want to bang myself on the wall because of my foolishness… I want to laugh at myself for being so childish.. But I can’t help it.. There’s just one person that makes me feel that way.. it’s like I always long for his attention..Corny right? But it’s freakingly true..And what’s worst is, I know it’s not right but I can’t seem to stop myself.. I was once the center of his attention, the apple of his eye„Maybe I got used to it.. Maybe, there are things that just wouldn’t last.. I am just trying to express it today cause it’s tearing me up inside.. I guess, this is the price that I have to pay..I know from the start that I will end up losing but I still did it. I said to myself, this makes me happy so why not go for it? This happiness I know is temporary but it's the happiest happiness that I ever had. Is it wrong to be happy? Is it wrong to seek our happiness? Or is it wrong to take away the happiness of those who already found it?
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